Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I wanna hug her once more..

I wish I could hug my mom once more, just once more.

Mom is such a wonderful creation of God. I remember one song from my school days...
God's love is so wonderful.. now I think it should be
mom's love is so wonderful..
so deep u cant get under it
so high u cant get over it
so wide u cant get around it
Oh.. wonderful love!

Losing mom is the worst thing that can happen. Even after nearly one and a half years of losing her, I cry like I have lost her yesterday. I have realised that, this life is going to be a lot tougher without her.

As soon as I lost her, I told myself that I have to be brave and face life. I told myself that I should support my dad more than ever. I thought that, as days and years pass by, I would slowly get over it. Now I know, I can never get over it. Whenever I come home she used to be there to welcome me, when I fell sick she was there to care, when I came home late she would be so worried, when I achieved something she was the first one I would tell, and she would feel proud. She was there for the smallest of my joys and through all my miseries. I am what I am because of my mom.

After she passed away, I have been getting lucky at all materialistic things. All that I had desired for, is coming true, as if my mom is doing it all for me, from up there. But, all I want is my mom, so that I could hug her and tell her how much she means to me and how much I love her.